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welcome back!

2011-08-24T00:50:00.001+08:00

Gonna welcome myself back to this space whr i write some emo stuff to do self reflections and complains..hahax

2010-07-30T10:11:00.002+08:00

Empty feelings do not go away, because they are satisfied only for a short time. there is a secret language to feelings and if they are not attended to, they demand to be taken care of in ways that may not be healthy. There is exception to every rule.

2010-07-06T11:23:00.000+08:00

good or bad?..for things to turn outlike this..one thing no change is that everything, EVERYTHING is still on us..we are to blame on everything..nth will change nth will change

2010-07-05T23:52:00.001+08:00

Human really dun appreciate things untill they are gone or going to be gone do they..somehow i feel that its wrong..y would one hav to suffer losses everytime..dun ppl find it irritating and at the same time bored that it happens almost everytime?..I'm frowning now jux thinking about it..lolx

we had such a good csm and no one realize it till some old bugger came to change EVERYTHING for us to realise tht wad we had was wad we need..sigh..life still have to go on rite

And some ppl some ppl jux have to drag everyone with them, by hook or by crook..here come another flaw of a person..when everything is ok..ppl dun giv credit to those that had helped him thru be it support or manpower..he will wan to claim the credit for himself ONLY..but when things happen..WOW i tell u WOW..tht person will juz say :" NO!!..NOT ME WAD, THT PERSON......"..suddenly everythin is not him anymore..and if he cant escape..he drags ppl down with him..Sigh..such life..myself included..sigh

2010-07-04T21:13:00.001+08:00

This 2-3 days...came to my notice that to me time = money. i tend to treat time as impt as money..tend to take notice of it..even when go out and not spend anything..i will feel as thou alot was lost, waste time. Then regret it..buy thing oso same..so i will tend to look at my watch alot..lol

think because of camp bah..spending more time in camp and lesser time outside makes time outside of camp damn precious. even traveling in mrt or buses to me is a waste of time..so i will find things to do to flly utilize the time..that is why i initially wanted to get the villiv notebook..so i can spend the time better and not waste it. Still thinking about the EX70 or the S7 thou..hehe

..sigh..

damn tired now..and wasting time traveling to camp.......

2010-07-04T09:08:00.000+08:00

Been thinking about it..will writing my thoughts done somewhr help somehow?..i may have good questions sometimes from somewhr..juz looking at things at wonder/question myself..books always sae..writing things down keeps u sane..and i believe it does..it might help u think things thru or even help u solve problems..i do not know..haven tried it yet..lol

so lets see how things go k..reaching home to enjoy my less then 24hrs outside b4 gin back camp AGAIN!

[From.YURI] OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-30T01:20:00.001+08:00

오랜만 이예요 ~^^* (앗, 처음인가요? ^^;; 너무 늦어서 죄송해요. ㅜㅜ)

정확히 일주일 뒤면 9소녀들 쪼르륵 함께 인사 드릴 수 있음에 너무너무 설레는... 유리입니다~!
요즘 저는 유치리에서 메주, 두부, 김치, 콩나물, 가래떡 등등을 손수 만들며 (저..손맛 참~ 좋은 그런 여자예요~)
가끔 피곤할 때마다 인간적이게 졸기도 하면서 구수~하게 잘 살고 있습니다~
틈틈이 깜짝 선물 드리려고 준비도 많이 했구요. 우리 S♡NE 분들은요 ^^?

이제, 드디어 그 선물을 조금씩 조금씩 공개할 수 있게 됐어요 ^^!!!
여러분~ “Oh !” 뮤직비디오 티저 영상은 보셨어요 >< ?!
30초도 채 되지 않는 그 짧은 영상에 많은 분들이 너무나 폭발적인 관심 보여주신 덕에
우리소녀들 벌써부터 꼼지락꼼지락 참 좋아서 가만 있질 못하겠네요 ~!!

음악 중심때만 해도요~ 음악과 사랑에 빠진 소녀,
멤버들 데리고 당장이라도 무대 올라가고 싶어 죽! 는! 줄! 알았습니다~ 헤헷 ;;

다가오는 월요일이면 Oh! 음원이 선 공개 되는데요..
오오오오~ 많은 분들이 함께 듣고! 신나게 즐겨주셨으면 좋겠네요 아 휴 떨 려 라 ~ ^^!

암튼 기대되는 2010년도 소녀들 믿고, 우리 함께 달려요!
늘 지켜봐 주시고 응원해주셔서 고맙고, 또 고맙습니다 !

참! 한발 늦었지만 21살의 유리를 축하해주신 모든 분들 잊지 못할 거에요 너무너무 감사합니다!
221살의 유리가 될 때까지~ 2221살...은 너무 무린가?!!
그때까지도 함께 해야 돼요 !!

그럼, 또 올께요~ 안녕~~

2010-01-17T01:57:00.001+08:00

ARGH...jaw pain...sigh

http://www.gamefaqs.com/portable/psp/file/956931/56797 - half minute hero walkthrough

2010-01-16T13:05:00.002+08:00

yeah...psp can le..=)

and yest saw this shoe..i wan it..if they even sell it cos its phtoshop de..haiz..lol

2010-01-14T23:49:00.001+08:00

sigh...new year..and of all things psp has to not be able to do wad its suppose to do...zzzz...now cant play games..XP

2010-01-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

Fairy Tale
katekyo hitman reborn
to aru no railgun

2009-10-24T16:40:00.001+08:00

http://parine.mybrute.com/ --- cool fightin game

http://en.dinorpg.com/ --- cute dino pets..=)

come play..=)

2009-10-01T21:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!..HAHA..>.<

2009-08-21T14:08:00.001+08:00

Girls' Generation!!

2009-06-18T21:45:00.001+08:00

WILL I LAST??!!??

A day to Remember!!

2008-12-28T23:02:00.002+08:00

wow..today is seriously a day in which surprises made mi day a wonderful experience

1. the long awaited letter to get the EMB actually came without mi knowin how it got thr and thank goodness mi dad told mi.
2.Manage to send ryan off and made it back in time(which i tot i couldn't)
3.At the presentation, meet with a long time no see friend, shiyi, and we tok lik we are close friends although we didnt see for 2 yrs le..thx..=)
4.And i got a reply from a special someone. this concludes mi whole day to be extremely great...28 DEC ..a day to really rmb..these things do not happen often..=D

2008-11-21T23:17:00.007+08:00

ok..i saw sy blog..more pics then words..mayb i'll try tht..but i think the majority will still be words..hahaz

i dunno why but everytime is all words de..lolz..1 thing good is..ppl see alot of words then dun wan read!!...haha..so mi hidden msges oso not noticed..XP

okok..bak to

day 2!!

day 2 begins when we were cyclin at 2am from pasir ris to tampines..alot of things happen i tell u,

1) we needa decide where to cycle

2) we pit stop every bus stop i tell u..needa wait for joseph at the back..he not slow..he chasin the slow ones..XP

3)ryan bike chain got stuck in between the gears and we spent lik 30-45 mins on his bike under the streetlight and moonlight to fix his bike

we use the sit as a pulley and wad not..wx help the most..he came bak and poof in 5 min his chain was off..lolz..this is lik onli halfway thru the journey + our butt is alrdy pained from the ealier cycling so we are lik enduring..THE TEST OF ENDURANCE!!!...muahahaha

ok..gotta quickly finish this up..gettin sianz of typin le..

ok..we pit stop at the coffeeshop at i dunno whr, get drinks..red bull for quite a number..and we cycle bak..the return journey is always the fastest in all cases includin this..by the time we reach back..its already nearly 6am

wow..wad a mornin..lolz..

we went back..get a shower and slp!!..i think..or nap..or not..haha..

all was active again at 8..we rested somemore and then head out again to hav breakfast..MAC!!!..wa..i ate 2 meals man..hahaz

then we went Wild Wild Wet..we got 4 complimentary tickets courtesy of the chalet, plus ivan NTUC card then got us a free ticket if buy 3..so we paid 3 and divided by 8..tht is cheap..XP

i love the ride where we sort of free fall down..its cool and scary..hahaz..and i love the ridin down the tube with 4-8 ppl in the float de..its fun..hahaz..

(get to see the lifeguard lik 5 times tht day..sweet!!..hahaz..)

(ok..all those above had no pics so ya...all words again!!)

we went in at 10am when it opens and went off lik 3 am..i got blacker!!!...argh!!..hehe..we need prepare for the bbq and for zul, sigh..lisa, and jy to come..benz came himself and fadli came before we went for night-morn cycle..hahaz

SO THE BBQ BEGINS!!!!

and it ended with a VERI BIG DISSAPOINTMENT TO ME..some of u ppl may no why..it really is veri veri sad la..i was angry, sad, dissapointed at tht time

we went swimming after bbq..(fadli lot 1 lens of his specs)..and came back

i dun mind if u din talk to mi, i dun mind even if u dun even sae 1 word of thank you aft i open the door for u, i dun mind tht u care for others, and scared that they will catch a cold cos they din wear shirt and not mi, (actually i cared more then u think)...sigh..so i even waited for u all to leave before i take a shower...but wx ask mi to take a shower first

AND U GUYS LEFT JUZ LIDDAT!!! AFT I WAITED SO LONG..AFTER I WISH I COULD AT LEAST SAY GOODBYE EVEN IF ITS NOT YOU..BUT U GUYS JUZ LEFT..I DUNNO IF U AND WX HAD SORT OF PLANNED THIS..BUT..SIGH..ITS REALLY SAD LA..ZZZZ...DAMN IRRITATING LEH..

after tht we rested and wanted to go bowlin..but damn ex..so played arcarde again and aft tht i juz went to bed and ya..till the nxt morn..and left chalet..dissapointed, sad, heartbroken..ZZZ

Quick post about chalet

2008-11-21T22:48:00.004+08:00

ok..i can say that the chalet was fun la..mostly from outside the chalet..while in the chalet..wad we do..eh..watch tv, slp, play cards, play mahjong..more walkin ard, and more slpin..ya..lolz

day 1

meet sy,ign, jo at orchard first then wait for alex and yk to come (this took lik 30-45mins)

then we took the train to hmmm...city hall i think..to wait for wy..we wait at the station, but wy waited in the train, so we saw him he saw us, but he in train, we at platform so he went off to bugis and we had to wait for next train to meet him at bugis (+ 35mins ba)

to head to pasir ris..=) (finally)

so fast forward, we reach the downtown in ard 2-2.5hrs from start time.

we were walkin to the resort, unknowingly, when wx drove up infront of us and pick a few of us up..good for some of us

when we reach there, ivan, joseph and wx younger bro were washin the floor..so we sat outside and talk..=)..i think this is lik around 3pm le ba..so when we enter..the chalet we decided to slack awhile still the slot for night riding is available. and so we walked to E!hub to eat. then joseph and ryan rushed back to help us rent our bike =)

by the time to reach bak, we slacked somemore till lik 7plus and decided to go night ridin, we wrote around pasir ris park!!..it was fun..=)

here's proof :

hehe..so ya..then we cycled lik till 9 plus and o ya..joseph 'ran' off halfway to go find his venessa..hahaz..and he came back with a scarf from zara..cool huh..lolz..ya..we reach back to the chalet, i think we went to E!hub again to play arcarde..and then we went back to bbq a bit for supper since we had a lot of food..

yesh!..talkin about food, our neighbours gave us food again, they saw us bbqin, then they ask us whether we wan raw food, we say: "ok lo". then they gave us 2 packets of otah and 2 packets of mushroom on stick..THANKS THEM!!..=) ok so now is the next day le..i'm gonna write it on another post..=)

2008-10-25T00:32:00.009+08:00

well this was one of the days where being with the class is the funest..lolz..except for 1 thing ba..but this day is still great!!!

2008-10-04T23:09:00.006+08:00

yoz..hahaz..i noe i din update this often of shld i say rarely..but wad happen 2day is a must write down thin..and i cant any other place to write it down then here..hehe

well 2dae..lets start by me studyin in my room and...ya..joss ask mi whether i free and wanna go for lunch..hmm..well..who wouldn go rite..hehe..so i went..full well knowin that i'll miss mi study time again..hmm..so that means i need and must study whole day tml..sigh..i hope i can do it..and i think i will..i've found mi motivation..=)

so i went out early..stoppin mi work halfway..so that i dun let people wait..hehe..and in the end i reach there lik 20 mins earlier..oh well..better early then nothin rite..hehe..

jos came at ard 1.40..so we walk..she leadin the way..and i dunno where she leadin me..hahaz..we met one of her friend, mao, and we had lunch together at a place which she said it was recommended yoz..hahaz..i noe i din update this often of shld i say rarely..but wad happen 2day is a must write down thin..and i cant any other place to write it down then here..hehe

well 2dae..lets start by me studyin in my room and...ya..joss ask mi whether i free and wanna go for lunch..hmm..well..who wouldn go rite..hehe..so i went..full well knowin that i'll miss mi study time again..hmm..so that means i need and must study whole day tml..sigh..i hope i can do it..and i think i will..i've found mi motivation..=)

so i went out early..stoppin mi work halfway..so that i dun let people wait..hehe..and in the end i reach there lik 20 mins earlier..oh well..better early then nothin rite..hehe..

jos came at ard 1.40..so we walk..she leadin the way..and i dunno where she leadin me..hahaz..we met one of her friend, mao, and we had lunch together at a place which she said it was recommended to be good..so i made a friend..then while tokin and eatin..we started talkin abt wad i wanted to do(mao asked) and then we talked about 'direct sales'..ok..after this..mao ask another friend, sky, who happen to be around to explain more about it to mi..(ok here is when i started to feel that this was all pre-planned)..nevertheless i 'play' on to see wad happen next..ok by the end of this conv i got the idea of the direst sales system..after awhile..sky ask jos to explain to mi the products..(i find it not bad...but the price abit high..aniwae i'm not being offered the products to buy so its ok..and sky a nice person..=))

end of this, i was ask whether i wanna join, seriously i believe wad they told me..but part of mi, a small percentage is tryin hard to believe it then earnin income is that easy..plus seein that mi A's are comin up, i decided to tell them that i'll decide after mi A's..so ya..

after that comes the fun part, Jos intro mi to the SD i think..forgot his name le.SORRY!..=(..he's a pro i tell u..doin illusion magic rite infront of us..transferin the card all the way to his car..i was totally shocked)..we had fun..hahaz..then seein that we all had to go..we left

Jos took the taxi to changi..(here i regret not takin the cab with her to changi..sorry Jos!!!..i mak up for it the nxt time..i promise!!)

so i went back..feelin regretful..sigh..on the way to 'class' i realise mi sister also heard of this 'direct sales' thing..she say tht the money is too easy to get..and its a scam job..so now i'm troubled..who shld i believe, mi sis or jos, both are important ppl..and being that is jos that into mi to this, i feel veri reluctant to reject..so now mi qn is, 'if i do join, and i find that i dun lik, can i quit?..' i wan to noe this ans first..but jos is in m'sia now..she'll b bak tml..aniwae i'll meet her again for lunch sometime again..

ok..honestly..wad i dun lik about this is that it was indeed preplanned, but i'll still lik to believe in her for now and i'll ask her for clearance again sometime soon..so ya..being with u for lunch is already a blessin for mi..although there is a lot of interuption which is not wad i imagined it to be..i guess i'll get over it..hehe..aniway..thx joss..=D

2008-08-08T19:27:00.001+08:00

todays is national's day eve!!!...and is most probably the last one celebrated with lisa and the rest of the gang..=)..but anyways..we'll all still be together although we will b worlds a part..thats wad i believe..=)..and thx lisa, junyang, zul, siying, josephine for the fun fun celebration that i have in this school...THX!..=)

I'll Remember this..=)

2008-07-11T22:19:00.003+08:00

rudy,
ppl will come n go in our life,
frenship is foreva.... yes.... but u shud understand it carefully,
e relationship will alwys b there so long u didnt anything wrong to e other party,
but as days pass... frens may not alwys b together,
they have their own set of resp n duties to do,
its not that they forget u,
but they r just busy,
but im sure e realtionship still holds...,
phone calls every single calls, meeting every single day does not really maintain e relationship,
life is short...,
we must learn to adapt..,
relationship will nvr break... ,
though it may seem to be,
dun worry k....

n one more thing:
dun be too possessive towards a fren,
some ppl may not like it.

~~***N@L!S@z***~~

2008-07-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

sigh..duno leh..since school reopens, i kinda havin a feeling that i am being ignored...lik someone is tryin to stay away..i dunno..it can juz b me..and i hav that feelin today too...all i ever wanted is friends whom i can trust and who trust me too...but wad i get bak is the feelin that i am not trustable..y cant you ask me to do that wadever thin when i am juz infront of u..but u juz hav to ask some1 else..i juz dun get it..u dun think i can do e job?..u dun trust me when i did say i will do it?..i dunno..but if no one tell me wad i did wrong how am i suppose to noe wad is it rite..and then how can i noe wad to do to prevent it...

thts how i'm feelin now..i treat friends e same as thou they are my bro and sis..and i noe that i need friends around to talk and share stuff...some ppl whom i can be my true self.. i am e type of person whom will feel for friends first b4 myself.. so if ppl start leavin..i really dunno wad to do...is it faith?..is it destiny?..the onli thing i desire is for those i've met and cared for as true friends to remain as true friends, for them to treat me the same too..=)

My Quote

2008-07-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

1. Making the rest of e day better is more worth trying then sobbing it away without tryin...

My Quote

2008-06-14T00:19:00.006+08:00

1. Cherish the people around you, dun wait till they leave or u'll never get a chance to do so....

2008-06-12T20:06:00.003+08:00

Splat..i heard somrthing interesting from my friend so i tried out and hmm..e results seems real enough..Xp..so here's part of the results i could get:

Name: Pang Rudy
April 24 1990
12:24 PM Time Zone is AWST
Singapore, SING

Rising Sign is in 20 Degrees Cancer
Very sensitive by nature, you prefer to be in your own familiar surroundings. Cautious and conservative, you make changes in your life only very slowly, if at all. You do not open up easily to strangers. Friendships are made for life, however -- once given, your trust is forever. Your mother, your home as a child and your early family life in general are very important to you. You are also very sentimental. When you feel self- confident, you are gentle, giving and protective of the needs of others. But when you feel insecure or threatened, you become overly sensitive to criticism, shy, withdrawn and moody. You have a strong need for security -- in the sense that you are being loved, nourished and protected.

Sun is in 03 Degrees Taurus.
You are known for being patient, slow moving and careful -- you love to prolong and savor enjoyable times. You appreciate and need comfort, ease and warm surroundings. Be careful of a tendency to become placid and self-satisfied and to overeat (especially sweets). You require strenuous situations in order to grow and mature properly, even though you try to avoid them. Affectionate, even-tempered and slow to anger -- when you do become emotionally upset, you are also slow to forgive and time must pass before your calm returns. You demand real results from any situation -- abstractions are very difficult for you to comprehend. Very artistic, your hands love to mold and shape things. You portray an earthy, physical sexiness that others find quite seductive.

Moon is in 19 Degrees Aries.
High-spirited and courageous, you are a fighter when your emotions are aroused. The degree of force and drive that you can bring to any effort sometimes surprises others. You have hair-trigger reactions to specific stimuli and tend to "let it all hang out." You sometimes act before you think and do things on the spur of the moment, and that sometimes gets you into trouble. Your moods change quickly -- you have quite a temper, but you don't hold grudges. Very independent, with an extremely strong and forceful personality, you are known for being impulsive, careless, reckless, foolhardy, rash and daring.

Mercury is in 17 Degrees Taurus.
A slow and careful thinker, you like to present ideas visually and concretely. Abstractions are quite difficult for you to understand. For you, everything must be practical and useful in order to merit your attention. You are a perfectionist -- you enjoy being skillful enough to handle the dexterity required of fine craftsmanship. Cautious and conservative in your thinking, you are very slow to change your opinions. You are more apt to respond to an appeal to your feelings than to an appeal to logic or reason.

Venus is in 18 Degrees Pisces.
You have a dreamy, fanciful, romantic nature and a very creative imagination. Indeed, at times, your private fantasies are more appealing than the reality around you and it is difficult for you to leave them. You tend to be unselfish and giving in relationships and are extremely sensitive of the needs of others. Be very sure that those you help are worthy of your devotion and are not merely taking advantage of your innocence and naivete.

Mars is in 02 Degrees Pisces.
Very sensitive and vulnerable, it is difficult for you to assert yourself. At times, you feel quite tired and you will require a lot of sleep in order to maintain your health and your strength. You are at your best when you act without your ego being important. You can be very unselfish and considerate of the needs of others. You get the most satisfaction by giving to others when you expect nothing in return. Beware of a tendency to want always to work behind the scenes or to become overly deceptive by doing things behind others' backs.

Jupiter is in 05 Degrees Cancer.
You must be emotionally secure in order to grow and develop. You are happiest when your family and community support and nourish you and boost your morale. Whether your childhood experiences of love and emotional dependability were positive or negative will set the tone for your emotional growth and stability as an adult. When you feel at ease with yourself, you are able to offer assistance to those who need a helping hand.

Saturn is in 25 Degrees Capricorn.
Very serious-minded and mature, you have the ability to take on responsibilities and to carry out important duties. You can also be trusted to be extremely practical and thrifty. A good organizer, you are the ideal one to be counted on to take a clearly defined project through to its logical conclusion. An achiever, you pride yourself on your ability to focus your attention totally on some worthy goal and then attain it.

Uranus is in 09 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your peer group as well, seek out practical solutions to a changing society's attitudes to customs, traditions and authority structures. Your logical and orderly manner of dealing with these matters will result in permanent and carefully planned, but sweeping, reforms.

Neptune is in 14 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 16 Degrees Scorpio.
For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.

N. Node is in 12 Degrees Aquarius.
As long as someone else (or a group or organization) appeals to your intellectual sensibilities, you'll try to ally yourself with them in some way. You may find that you always seem to get involved with many wide-ranging groups -- so much so that you find it difficult to fit them all into your busy schedule. Your many friends and acquaintances provide you with needed stimulation. You're loyal and fair-minded -- you try to spend time equally with all your friends, never concentrating on just one or two for any length of time. Although probably quite conservative yourself, you're attracted to those who are a bit offbeat or eccentric -- you enjoy watching their minds work.

So if u all got read this..see if it suits me..hahaz..i think so..XP

2008-06-06T23:50:00.007+08:00

Yeah..first thing first..2dae's alisa's b'dae..so HAPPY BIRTHDAY...hehe..=)

kkz..2dae we ( jy,sy,jo, mi sis and mi) went to watch "kung fu panda"..hehe..the show was ok..really funny at parts of it..onli regrettable thing is that we sat at the 2 row from the bottom..zzz..neck cramp..screen veri big..well..cant blame it since 2dae is the openin of the show anyway..hahaz...these are the characters:

(master: Tigress,Monkey,Mantis,Crane, Viper, Po and Shifu) Respectively..=) haha..cant find e pic of e bad guy..Xp

After the show..we walked abit..for fun..then all went home..hmm..i consider the day as a mini celebration for lisa's b'dae..hehe..Xp excluding the part where i was actually stuck in the damn lift for lik 10mins before the door can open again..luckily thr was a guy outside who is kind to stay with us to ensure we get out..thx to him..=)..well..thts the day 2dae..and now back to studyin...ARGHH..

juz remembered..so i decide to write a little bit..in these few days..i was begining to think of somethin.."things dun last forever and u cannot rely on it forever too..wad i must really depend on is my own trust and believe in myself" ...those were the words i am havin rite now..but i still wan to have ppl i can trust and be friends for as long as we can..=)

live happy people!!..=D

Numerology Portrait for Pang Rudy

2008-06-02T11:24:00.003+08:00

Your Soul Number is ELEVEN.

Ordinary life, living just for oneself and one's own personal happiness, will never be enough for you. Deep inside you identify with all of humankind and you are strongly concerned with collective issues. What we experience in common - the major victories and tragedies of our times, and especially the expansion of consciousness and understanding - is very important to you. You have strong spiritual inclinations and your intuitive and ESP abilities are very developed.

You are an idealist and a reformer at heart, and can be intolerant and even scornful of those who do not share your views on life. Human weaknesses and needs are something you don't always have much sensitivity about.

College Day

2008-05-23T21:12:00.005+08:00

kkz!!..TODAY'S COLLEGE DAY!! and e TKDs are involved..good and bad things..we can go off earlier but we wont noe who the prize winners are..hahaz..sad rite!!!..XP

for this day..we pracrice and practice and we got to be released from lessons early but for wad?.."sai kang"..help them remove the tables that we there for j1 exams..zzzzzzz and of cos not forgeting me nagging to the tkd'es..have to always nag at them so tht they get serious..wonder wad happen if i not there..haiz..nxt yr hw!!!..

but after all this...including the big worry for us that we might not break the planks..well WE BROKE THEM ALL!!!..Muahahaha..i can sae it went great today..and most of it is thanks to e crowd ba..their cheering really help us..thx..all timings were on time, did wad we suppose to do, some minor mistakes from e wushu..but overall its the best we have ever done..YEAH!!!

so aft that..wushu ppl juz went ard takin photos..and this is one of the onli one i had(wushu did mostly their own phototakin while tkd'es din tak any except for this one..so here it is..:

2008-05-13T23:05:00.001+08:00

Tml's SPA!!!!...how???...they say is veri difficult. Sae that the sources of error that we learn so far till now is not applicable to this last spa that we'll all be having..and worse of all, i'm not well. Not well enough to be in the right mind to think. And also I'm worrying that I may have problem with my head. I really hope that nth happen la..and is juz that it is just the virus that is affecting me.
ARGGGGHHH!!!!

2008-04-27T16:46:00.001+08:00

kkz..i hav finally updated mi blog..added a few more things at the side..due to mi laziness of typing the web addresses everytime i wan to go somewhere..so i put them all there..hahaz..

so far now i still no time to write e review of mi b'dae day..but i will..soon..someday..hahaz..=)

2008-04-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

yoz yoz ppl....really really really REALLY sorry for not updating this blog for veri veri VERI long...sorry again for all those friends who actually did bother to come here to see my boring blog..hehe..=)

so i think i got to explain myself..hmm..reason is veri simple..it is all due to my procrastination and laziness..ya..so now i'm not gonna procrastinate anymore and start writing somethin here at least once in a while..lik 2dae!!..hahaz..

yeah, b'dae coming!!..sobs..A lv getting nearer...hehe..Xp

2008-01-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

Wow!..e last post is in Oct last year!..hahaz

New Year nw le so..here's the first post!!..haha..

(yupp!..thts it!..if u are wondering y din cont..haha)

2007-10-26T13:46:00.000+08:00

here i am..in my classroom..waiting for my group's turn to be in front of the classroom to present or shld i sae rehearse..lol

suai us..my group is the last grp of the 4 grps in class so i have to wait till god noes wad time almost everyday..really lo..i alwaes regret not going home and come bak to sch around 4 for my turn lo...is like when is my grp turn..all the surrounding classes are all empty le.....argh..SUPER SIANZ LO...zzzzzzz..dun feel lik writing le(typin)..hahaz..so chow..XP

The best 409 class outing ever!!

2007-10-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

hmm..well tellin lisa tht by the end of the week..i'll be super tired and tadaa..its true..but its worth it anyway..=)..sigh 1 thing of regret is tht i always forgot photos!!..zzz..well wads done is done then..guess it'll onli be in mi head for as long as i remember..but i really wanted a pic for rememberance cos scared i forget..SIGH..so forgiv mi if the story is all words onli..its still mi hard work to remember all of it..haha

anyway..here is wad happen:== i'll start from when i meet them ba ==

Due to mi havin something on in the mornin..i cant meet them at amk and for lunch..so i meet them at parkway aft eatin lunch myself..=)..when we all ( yc, mh, wk, ys, joss, rach, mel and me) met..we waited outside the NTUC cos wk had to go to the toilet..

and becos of tht..we( e guys) did somethin we NEVER tot of doin..we help a guy pushed a car..zzz..cause his car broke down halfway..rofl..of cos e gurls juz watch and laugh..-_-.. then we waited somemore till wk came bak..

wa..i juz realise i still got lik 5 hrs of story to write..hw long more do i have to write..and its lik 11.37pm le..anyway..i'll juz carry on cause i wan to write this down..=)

orh did i mention..i was quite shocked tht joss came..hahaz..nt tht i dun wan her to come..but its kinda weird..haha..anyway glad tht she can make it..=)

rite..bak to the story..we then sssllllooowwwlllyyy walk to East coast park..reason being? well e three of them walked slow..and wheneveer we walk infront and i mean really infront..they would sae: '' Hey..claaasssss gatheriiinnnng!!" and we had to slow down..till we went to the bike rental shop..hmm...wonder hw long did we tak..lol

there we met wt, yt and zien..yeah..heard they came later cause wt had to go bak first to put the big big present that we got her..hahaz..yeah..there we rented a bike each and wk..nt knowin hw to cycle got a twin sitter bike with ys..rach and mel too..(for nw..well the bike changed owners in the end..tell u later)..yt got the smallest bike..( ya tht too changed owner).

and so we go..we all wrote for dunno hw many miles and then well..e girls cycle slow too..hahaz..hmm..i act forgot wad happen here..but think someone..shld be yc, mh and i or something..went ahead first..o ya..till mel, rach, ys, wk..yeah..those on twin bikes..went totally ahead without us..yc and mi tried to go ahead and find them but cld nt so we waited for the girls..

later we found them by the side of the road waitin for ask..rofl..then wk wanted to try ridin himself so we all change bik..wk tok yt's, yt tok mine, i took dunno whos and think yc and mh took the double bike..and i dunno who change with who le..and so we go again..=)

this time we cycled all the way to the end..i initially cycled with them..then i U-turned to check on wk..ys was with him thou..wk was doin really great..so i cycled forward again..leavin them behind..cycle cycle cycle till i saw wt,yt and zi en..they sae then headin bak to drop yt of cause she got tuition and pick wendy up..then i met with yc, mel and joss further aheah..

WA!!..11.56pm le..and i onli write till lik 3.45 pm de story..zzz..

bak to e story..rach and mh went of in the twin bike leavin the 3 above behind..so in the end i took the twin bik with yc in front.. mel took mi bik and joss took hers..=) and so we go..further ahead

we cycle till a point where rach and mh passed us while we( yc and mi) pass them mel bag as she ask us carry her bag as she cycle the big bike..and then wk some on the big bik while ys in the yt's initially bike..we stopped and switch again..yc and ys took the twin bike..joss took the small bike and i took joss bike..glad to sae we din change again afterwards..=)

by this type we reach the end of east coast le.. so we turn bak..cycled all the way to the food valley(e food court) then we stop for a drink and toilet break..wa..joss and mel sure tak a long time in the toilet..hahaz..coz then came out aft mh and rach found us and bought a drink le..lolz..and we are off again..

all e way passed the bik shop..passin wt, wendy, zi en..while mh with rach and i tried 'stealin' mel's bag..rofl..we cycled all the way to the other end where we noe its e end but mel doesnt cos as mi and wk was behind..and we saw joss almost crash into a tree..we decided to turn bak but mel juz cont straight and we then realized tht she doesn turn her head bak to check where are the others de..not till she reach the dead end la..rofl..on the way bak again..we passed the others..and we are all united again..yeah!..=D

nw 12.09am le and i onli write lik till ard 5.30 liddat..sigh..

anyway..on e way bak..joss suddenly began wantin to crush into things cause she keep goin left and right..hahaz..guessed she tired le ba..who wouldn b..and o ya..i haven mention..WK IS BETTER THEN MEL IN CYCLIN..haha

hmm..on the way bak we trien to tackle mel again..but everytime we go close..mel wld speed up..sigh..so i tried 1 thing which i noe will sure work and it did..i cycle up infront of mel..and...u guessed it...put on the brakes..yeah..she crashed..and tht gave us all enough time to catch up again..=)..we cycled bak slowly this time..on the way bak..well..i talk to joss abit while we are quite far from the gang..quite nice talkin to her again..=)..we caught up with them in no time..we returned the bike..and of we go..the rest decidedto go bishan to hav dinner..

we walked from east coast to dunno some ulu bus stop and saw bus 55 leave so when bus 13 came..we boarded..josslynn left then cause she gotta go to pasir ris for bbq with her colleagues..so there..1 off the team..in thebus..the girls are at the bak..the guys at the front..hahaz..wad a long bus ride to bishan it was..

the story is still half done onli..ok 3/4 finished..

we reached bishan bus stop..and rach have to go..so another off the team.. aswe cross the overhead bridge..we 'steal' mel hp cos she ask us to help her tak photo..and in e end as usual she got bak her phone..and we had a toilet break..thts when margret and brenda joined us..we decided wad to eat after walkin around to find wad to eat and at last bak to pastamania..haiz

well..the processof eatin was normal..waitedfor seats..order..got the food..and eat..ya..except tht the guys finished the bottle of cheese..rofl

so when all is done..e guys played all sorts of games while waitin for e girls to finish..when they are done..they talked while we played..until its time to sing birthday song for wt..

HAPPY B'DAE WT!! (and tess)..=)

ya..but since all of us are full le..we dun wan the cakes..so we had sort of no choice but play games and e loser eat or winner..e guys started the ' huo ce huo ce....' thingy and yc win so had to eat..nxt was the leftovers..the whole table played the 'cai mi ma' or guess number game..we played a few rounds and the loser had to eat the strawberries..but mel dun wan eat..so mh susgested for her to do 1 starjump outside later..but we play and play but still mel was safe..

so at all cost..the last round..we cheated a bit..e guys noe wad no is comin out..and ya.. u guessed it again..we planned so tht mel loses..of cos e girls din noe about this..lol..sry girls..

and mel had to do starjump..she doesnt wan to do it..so mh and wk brought out their hp..and took video while followin her about askin her qns and to do the forfit..

well..in the end..due to time constraints..e gurls decided to do it with her but brenda told mh to juz video mel..hahaz..

and she did it..but out of kindness..we decided to tell her the truth..and aft tht we all separated and here i am..aft washin up..sittin here for more 1 hr typin the above events..wow..i din noe i can do this but i think its nice to write it down so tht at 1 point in time i can read it again..

hahazz..kkz le la..12.37pm le..objective done, mission complete..signin off..=)....Rudy..

[wadever stated above is based on memories of writer onli..i assure tht none event above is made up..i hope..=)..if u think is so..pls tag it..this is onli applicable to those tht went the outing..thanks goes to josslynn, rachel, melissa, wei ting, yuan ting, zi en, wendy, margret, brenda, mao hui, ying chao, wei kang, yan song and me for such wonderfull memories.]

2007-09-27T17:17:00.000+08:00

poof..and juz lik this..2 papers is over..4 more to go..ganbette to mi..=)

2007-09-20T18:24:00.000+08:00

As promised..=)
Here u go:

(caution: u may start hating e song after u watch:)..lol..jkin..)

2007-09-19T18:09:00.000+08:00

yoz..haha..finally got mi cam card bak..so here a sneak preview of the module music mv..=)

enjoy these first..hehe..tml e actual one will b screenin durin cchi module but sadly i can watch it..and i haven watch it yet..cause eugene wan surprise us and onli allow us to watch on thurs..sigh..hope he will send mi tml..then see if i can upload it here anot..these few secs clips already took so long to be uploaded..wonder if a 4-5 mins video will take a lifetime..rofl..see hw ba..if not then i upload in friendster..hehe..Xp

2007-09-15T13:09:00.000+08:00

yoz..=)..heres e overview of the week..hehe..not sure if i can remember all anot..but i try my best..=)

hmm..school starts after the 1 week sept break and i dun get y the sch need to push e assembly time forward although they state tht its for e j2s..zzz..and as a result of tht..i woke up late, rush to school and still is late..and i will still b early if nt for the pushin forward of the time..zzz..hmm..aother then tht..i dun remember what happen for the rest of the day..o ya..PE..i played tennis with joseph and yan kai..wa seh..joseph hit ball lik how to sae..one hit and e ball almost flew over e fence?..lol

the nxt day, tues..yes..another bad luk day followin tht of mon..think is during break..i got mi sch uniform dirty early in e mon..from sleeve to pants..one whole side of mi..this affect mi moon for the rest of the day..makin e day suk..zzzz..other then tht..i dun think i got to sae anythin else..
wed and thurs got nth speacial..onli tht we finally dun hav test on thurs..FINALLY..can go hm early..lol..

Fri..this day ends e whole sucky week in a way i cant imagine..well..e school hours are as normal..but wad happened..it happened after school..we were to film our mv for chi module..=)
the day before we were told to listen to e song " i'll never break ur heart" by backstreet boys..

then after school we were to meet at 1.15 at the foyer after a short break..but then we were told tht we can borrow video cam so we find cher to help ur borrow cam..but found out the the bloody TA is not around..zzz..(*add to the reason to hate)..so after tht we den hav our luch..ate with ivan(I)..then eugene(E) came and 'chase' us to to the foyer at ard 1.30..haha..we meet up with benz(B) and watson(W) halfway thru the canteen..

we all went to the foyer and 2 person is missin..Qui Yun(QY) and wen xin(WX)..zz..but QY then called E and she came over to the foyer..i call wx and he said he still at causeway eating..wdf?..haha..o ya..and janette cant come..so the 6 of us sat and talk about the scenes..then at one time..QY talked..we all stopped and listen..but dunno y E din reply her..as she talkin to E i think..and he cont talkin his own thing..haha..he got wacked..Xp..we, actually E, decided tht B is e main actor..so B think keep tryin to drag E in as he sae he onli do the first part and then become camera man..lol

after lik 30mins..we then began filmin our first piece..(first few line of the song)..haha..benz injury segment..haha..as he hav to act trippin and fallin at the stairs..=)..he fall lik 4 times before we sae its ok..and we tak lik very long as the j2s keep goin up the stairs..zz..then at one time B stop actin a bit too fast..then E shouted..4gottin tht the j2s havin test at the classroom..and e cher scolded down at us and we ran..rofl..

we went to the classroom after tht..for the next few scenes..we first file the B ask QY out..(follow song)..tht still ok..then ya..after tht the rest of the song..E cant think of ideas..so we sat at conference and discuss..we then decide on stopwatch..and the scene where B writes on board..( write wad i dun sae..u all will see..)..QY actually wrote the equation in eng .. then B and W change it to chi..I and me, i cant remember y, played with our belts..haha..we brought shirt and jeans as costume de..but then decided not to change..waste mi energy bringin..hmm..wads after tht..

ya..QY have to use E's jacket and a 'FeeLing' tag..and the jacket really look very big on her..haha..and she keep complainin tht its hot..lol..and tht the sleeve keep dropin..(as E fold up the sleeve)..then i said to put it further up above the elbow..then wont drop..=)..o ya..halfway thru yvonne came..then somehow they went to the grandstand to film the QY with jacket scene..after tht..then go to the road at the bak of the lap thr to film something..i was in clz doin maths..haha..but din even do one qn.the stopid uncle sae need to go out cause he wan lock the door..ZZZ..we ask the rest to carry their bag..but they ask mi and yvonne to carry..oO..well..along the way..somehw, yvonne and i talked a few lines..rofl..we carried the bags to the grandstand..when i go find then..they were filmin the part where B got hit,scolded and killed by a kick..by the almighty QY..lol..so for the actual filmin..she is suppose to really hit(slap) and kik B..for the effect..haha..i went great..=)

yeah..thts e end of their parts..and for tht whole think we spent lik 2.5 hrs..and the rest of us juz din do anythin for tht periond of time..but it was fun..hehe

so its our turn..(me,I,W,E,wx)..the 'backstreet boys'..haha..while discussin wad to do, we saw a car and B suggest we use the car..and we did..with the owner of the car present as he suddenly come up to the car when we were usin it secretly..rofl..thats 1 chorus part..the we went to do e star shape de..while lyin down on the road..singin..

after tht we decide tht each person do an action for a part of a lines..1st line,W..in toilet..2nd,I..talk to lampost..3rd,me..walk on street..4th..wx..drain..5th,E..flagpole..haha..tht was cool..Finally..is the last chorus..sat at grandstand..sing together..YEAH..finally can go home le..E and W went to edit..so dunno when e final piece wld b ready..i will surely put it up..=)..so:

COMING SOON!!

2007-09-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

(haha..wow..din expect any1 to come since it is presumed by many tht tis place is dead..lol)

well..i dunno hw to begin..since i dun wan to write everythin from the beginin of the day..and i am oso not writin a journal..so lets just sae it was really LUCKY tht i hav onli ard 1.3 yrs more till i leav this sch..cause i really really really starting to HATE tht school..i can list down damn lots of stuffs abt it..but 1 think i really feel tht is really worse then the worst is e attitude tht the sch has..and i really mean it..but i really appreciate some of them tht r real nice..=)..but still..ZZZzz..i dun really wanna talk bt it as once i start i really feel lik breakin smth..thts hw bad..ok..u might b imaginin tht "breakin smth not tht bad wad"..but i will sae mi description sucks..lol..so ya..

sigh..i hope the nct yr will past fast and for sure..i will not enter e lib for unneccessary purposes..ARGG!!..

ok enough of tht..this show really nice..=):

2007-08-29T17:34:00.000+08:00

Feelin better but the cough is irritatin..Zzz..Whole body still weak..so ganna slp 4awhile nw..=)

2007-08-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

"ILL"

-SLEEP WHOLE DAY

SOBS

='(

2007-08-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

haha..i juz found a motivation to study well..lol..haha..as mi friend once said..motivation is the key to study and study is the key to success..haha..i found that quite worth remembering..so ya..well mi motivation is that once after the promos..i will get myself a psp..yeah..thts a gd motivation isnt it?..haha..actually i can get it quite sometime bak but i dunno whether to get it or not..but i suddenly decided..and anyway..i hav already waited so long..might as well wait for ard 4 more weeks rite..so thr..mi motivation..hehe..YEAH..

2007-08-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

haha..din noe that i din blog for lik a month..when i look into mi blog i was lik "oO..when was 22 July..OMG..the last was 22 july?"...rofl..

well..2dae a junior of mine point finger to blame mi saying tht i thought them the wrong thing which i didnt..its their own mistake and he dare point at mi..Zzz..i was about to 'punish' him after class and he actually 'dissappeared'..sigh..nvm..theres always nxt week..muahaha

hmm..jun yang ask me sometime bak :"wads mi purpose of life?"..i cant think of it bak then..and 2dae i thought of it..(i think this is one reason)..and that is..:to find some1 whom i feel comfortable to talk to and is always thr..as i find out that actually in this school..thr isnt anyone which i can juz sms or call to to juz talk to..not juz for sch work..Sigh..and i dun wanna bother mi old buddies as i'm sure they are busy..

so for nw, there is onli mi com, mi room and the musics that i hear and sing to to 'shout' out mi frustration..thts all tht is left that is veri close nw..i juz feel lik being alone and yet dun want to..Sobs

2007-07-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

haha..kkz..lets recap wad i did..hmm..e most happening day was on fri le..lets see..

1. After school- wee yong, wei xiang, josephine, lisa and i, we went to some place in woodland(think is woodgrove centre..nt sure) to eat..hmm..recommended by jo..sae e food they was nice..hmm..well it did seems nice after eatin thr..haha

2. (nth interesting abt gg home and takin a bath)

3. Lawrence called/smsed sae whether wanna watch Harry Potter and well..we went..nt the 2 of us la..it'll b gay if we did..ying chao and katrina came too..the P.O.T.C(.C)..the last C didn come..sae he watch with his other friends le..wad kind of member was he..haha..hmm..if u all dunno the POTCC..well..as stated in Kat's blog:

"POTCC; I remember them us. We were once a clique.A clique with five members.

With four chinese and one mixed malay-chinese [rudy pang]
With four enthus, and one not-so-enthu [oh ying chao]
With four present deyians and one ex-deyian in SRJC [law teng];
With four Deyi student councillors and one non-councillor [jovi chew]
With four scouts and one girl guide [kat chew]

Our five surnames made up POTCC somehow."

haha..well..we watch e 9.30 show..and so it ends at 11.40 i think..after tht YC went home..the 3 of us sat at mac till 12.30..and sadly thr's no more transport home..so i had to walk all e way bak and luckily we watch it at AMK Hub..wonder wad wld happen if we watch in Bishan..LOL..so i reached home at 1!!..amazing..nvr walk at midnight b4..haha

hmm..sat nth interesting..except tht at 12++am..i watch the "bridge to Terabithia"..a nice,sad and sort of motivational show..haha..

sun is 2dae..and nth has yet to happen so if it does..then i'll write it..i hope..XP

2007-07-15T19:31:00.000+08:00

ARGG!!..i'm getting stress by PW le..find tht bloody source for lik 8hrs and still can find a suitable 1..and at the climax of mi impatience and mi dad ask him to go help him with mi mum askin mi to go..i'm totally lost at wad to do..and in e end i din do anythin..so in order for mi not to get to the peak of stressing out..i looked into wad sources that i hav looked into and choose 1..so shld i sae yeah?..lol..

hmm..realised tht i'm am growin fatteer which i think is due to the immense amout of food tht i'm eating nwadays..so..i am NOT gonna eat tht much again..gonna go bak to mi previous self where food is not a neccessity..=)..hmm..wonder wad hmwk i hav not done..aiya..nvm le..gonna go out eat and 4get abt hmwk for once 2dae..XP..yeah anime finally downloading finish..so o can watch whenever i'm free le..although onli 26 eps thou..rofl..still somethin rite..the manga lastest chapt was 156..and waiting for 157..zzz..haha..who ask mi to read so fast la..BAKA!!..=)..

hmm..this isn the way i usually blog rite..(to those who usually read mi blog de)..haha..nvm la..2dae dun feel lik thinkin wad i shld and shld nt add in the blog..=)

2007-07-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

haha..2dae got time to blog again..a short 1..haha..juz found awhile ago tht in wadever i do..i seem to stay on the left side..and when i think bak..it might be true..in the car i sit at the left side of the back seats..in a coffee shop or somewhere, i'll sit on the left side of some1 if thr is..haha..hmm..nt sure bt this but think while walkin i oso walk on the left side of the grp..i think..most of the time mayb..nt veri sure..hav to observe myself more abit..rofl..kkz la..got nth to sae le..lol..nth happen 2dae..juz sobs i haven watch e harry potter movie..haiz..XP

2007-07-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

sigh..i juz feel lik an outcast somehw..tryin my best to mix ard with ppl and yet i'm still nt part of the 'gang'..u know wad i mean..lik tis morn..met josh while gonna board the mrt and we talked..of cos..then reached woodlands and his friends were waiting there..they met and talked..and me?..i'm left out..do not know them..so cant talk..and josh juz forgot abt e poor me..so i hav to walk alone at the back of the grp..

thts not all..in class too..wei xiang nt ard 2dae..wy got floorball competition and had to leave early..tht left mi and ivan..supposingly..well..hmm..i dun think i'll write anymore of this section of the story..juz in case..haha..well..i juz feel that i'm not suitable to be thr..tht i'm hated or smth but was allowed in the grp..without ppl actually takin note tht i'm thr..really..i can smtimes juz stand ard the grp but is still alone for the whole day without ppl knowing..ok..mayb a little bit..haha..shld i sae that can be negligible?..nah..i dun think i'm gonna write tht..haha

sigh..tml end at 7.30..its lik WAH..12 hrs in sch!!..and even more than tht..hmm..i'm actually thinkin of changin mi link to this blog so tht some grp of ppl do nt view this is case they got e wrong idea..but i dun think i'm gonna do tht so soon..cause i cant think of any nice link names to put..so..ya..haha..well this shld b all for 2dae..and i'm nt sure when is the nxt 1..anyways it doesnt matter doesnt it..nobody come here and read this rite..so i'm juz actually typin this for myself..SEE!!..myself again..so lonely..lonely..lonely..sobs

2007-06-08T18:41:00.000+08:00

ok..lets do a quick entry..i decided to change my blog skin when i found out liu yifei have album and that i decided to put some of her songs up..cause if i put the whole album up sure lag de..so i decided to put some up than put the second part the next time..=)..well i dunno wad else to write le..i noe i din update lik so long le..rofl..

exams comin le and i haven study..wonder if i can do the papers when it starts..sigh..kkz la..think tml i write again ba..i hope..XP

2007-05-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

yoz..long time le..haha..2dae finally got chance to blog..cause this week's test are done and over with..hehe

wad's amazing today was hmm..the day itself..alot of unexpected things happen 2dae that makes mi happy..and i really wish for days lik this for the rest of the other days..or something similar..=)

well..firstly the day itself 2dae seems unexpectedly good..no rain..not that hot except for a period of time( Hey..things can't be all perfect)..talk to ys about solar car and decide to appear during the 1st june match..(dunno y this is gd..juz think tht it is)..received an unexpected call from joss..which really shocked mi when i saw mi IDD..haha..she ask about the 'o' lv cert thingy whether needa pay for collecting late..hehe..so this cause mi to ans mi call in clz till ms jen came..but amazingly she din stopped mi from talking and i even talk when she's talkin..XP..but it was fun to be able to talk to her again..(hope to u again soon)..so this lead mi to call johari..which he din ans and know the reason y: cause got parent teacher meetin after he called mi bak later and talked for like 10 mins while i was walking with mi mum and sis in causeway..lol..then we agreeded that we would meet up someday durin e hols..hehe..(excited)..ya so now here..writing this..

this is seriously an unexpected good amazing day..SERIOUS!!..lol..i must not forget this day..kkz la..go play AUDI le..XP

2007-05-02T11:23:00.000+08:00

hi ppl..long time no see..haha..wonder y i'm writin this early in the morning?..hmm..dun tell u..lol..hmm..let mi recap wad happen so far till as far as i can rmb..

hmm..yest we( 409) were suppose to have a class outing..which then onli 4 turn up..the rest sae they having things to do lik need to do their PI..lol..so the 4 of us wanted to go bowling..which leads us to going to yishun safra. there, we found the place full..we walked lik the whole place twice and then decided to dun play le cause we feel that we will not hav a lane even if we wait..lol

so we then decided to go northpoint eat till rach call mh and then agreed to go orchard..there we again walk like alomost an hour before deciding to eat something..1 meal is appx 10 bucks la..ZZZ..after that walk for awhile till i decided to go home.. thts the event for yest..

also i realised that wk change quite alot from last tyme..or isit that i am the one that changed?..hmm..another thing is the 04 class outing or shld i sae chalet..nw thinking bak..hmm..shld i still go if it is planned?..sigh..i dunno of things anymore..lol..

hmm..all the class have changed..people changed..mi current class is totally and i mean really totally DIFFERENT..from that class gender ratio that i'm used to ... hmm..shld i sae spirit?..haiz..wonder if i can survive with this for 2 years man..kkz la..i go 'play' le..haha..nth to write le..act got damn lot to write till dunno wad to write..XP

2007-03-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i juz feel tht i wan to restart my life..change Hp no, change mi style of things, change the way of being me..etc.. cause this current life's experiences are juz too sad and hard to life with everyday. I dun feel lik myself most of the time..and almost everything dun seem to go as wad i expected..Sigh..mayb restartin my life is a gd idea anyway..everything/everyone i cared for/who is nearest to mi seems to be gettin further away..leaving mi with nothing..thts wad i feel nwadays..i dunno hw to live mi life the way i used to anymore..or could i even rmb hw i used to live?..haiz..life's tough..i dunno if u call this depression or wadever but wad i feel cant be change unless something miricle happen..i hope..

well..for lastest update..i got myself and MP3..YEAH!!..a 'Creative ZEN neeon 2'..hehe..finally..well..this shld make mi feel happy again for awhile i guess..i wonder hw life is goin to turn out for mi in e near future..i wan to noe but yet afraid to..sigh

2007-03-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

yeah..bak here finally..haha..haiz..this few days i have been feelin a bit of doubt here and there..sigh..1 was that of about 04 de..i really wan to stay in touch with them as much as possible..but i oso noe tht as time pass by..thr wld be lesser topics to keep in touch with..other then those common few lik..''hws sch?''..etc..so i hav a doubt abot this on whether it is a burden for mi to remind of myself to them when they are already gellin up in the own classes and beginin to forget?..haiz..but i oso dun wan to feel left behind cause these are great friends..and i hope tht i can be who i planned to b in e future..but this cant happen without them..hehe..(if u all are readin this..pls be known tht i'm nt forcin u guys..hehe)..u guys will always be mi clz 0704..=)..i hav 1 more prob..but i dun think i wanna write it here..cause i dun wanna cause trouble..=)

kkz..enough of tht..this is the end of e first week of term 2..and i hav nearly spent/will be spendin 300-400 bucks already on all the books, notes, files etc..we hav a lv leadership camp nxt week..and b4 tht i still need to finish homework by e chinese cher,econs cher,maths cher and physics cher..i think thts all..hehe..i'm in sagittarius house and will b goin to e second camp frm wed to fri at changi thr..haiz..ok..mi timetable do not allow mi to go home early except fri..and i mean really quite late which is 5++..sigh..and after the camp i hav to choose which cca to join and thts another problem..durin 2daes cca fair..i placed mi name down for 4 ccas..touch rugby(haha..cause i feel tht i lik it and oso due to agnes pursuation) , SC, singapore's youth flyin club and canoein/dragon boat..ya..but i still dunno wad to choose cause we are onli given to choice in e option form..sigh..i noe sophia most likely wld b in volleyball..josh in badminton?..haha..dunno..sigh..ya talkin abt tht i'm in sagittarius hse..most of the ppl i noe de is all in the first camp lo..in aquila house..sigh..so i'm practically all alone in camp..and thts wad i'm afraid of..i'm the type tht needs ppl ard me but is onli at times lik this tht i prefer to be alone..cause i need to think on wad i shld do..and be sad as i dun always show tht i hav problems to ppl ard mi..well thts shld also b e reason y i study and study nw..as i need to cope myself up with something so tht i dun reallu thing of the situation tht i'm in at hand..=)..imagin bein in a place with friends and tht u can be urself as freely as u wan..and then change to a place where u cant..wad does it feels lik..hehe..

hmm..tht time i and shin wei talk abt food and stuff when i juz say tht we shld hav an clz eatin competion..and it went into survey and most probably its pending..and i hope it worked out cause i cant wait..lastest news is tht we are gg to fish &co. and tht it is pushed into soomewhr in april..which i really looked forward into..=)..juz cant wait..haha..and this time i really hope tht e whole clz could turn up..hehe..

hmm..i juz wrote out everthin but i'm still on at ease..i have no more to write le..kkz la..till nxt time..tata..=)

2007-03-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

Finally..mi monitor is bak in business (4 nw)..haha..so i shall write abt e most fun trip to east coast on mon..=)

well..i trip started when i met sam at toa payoh station..thr we waited for sheryl and ying xuan..after tht..we took a bus thr and met up with janice and e rest at yoshinoya as i found out tht they were talkn about donut and cucumber..lol..and oso waited for lucas and pris and su lin..it was abt 1++ when they came..i think..after a while..we started walkin to east coast..on e way..jaz came and met up..yeah..we talked on e way and found out tht jaz and i both hav puma caps..haha

once at east coast, we walked to the bike shop and rented bikes..(i still dunno hw pris got the extra 1hr apart frm e 1hr free..)..lucas and pris stayed bak to teach shin wei hw to cycle..while e rest of us went cycling..when we came bak..rest a while..then the others went cyclin while me and wei ling stayed behind to cont teachin shin..=)..after when e rest came bak..we rest a while..took turns with shin wei and o ya..dancin mass dance and doin cheers..we all decided to hav drinks..so we cycled to the food centre and ate and drank..we returned to the bike shop after tht..sheryl, ker yu, shin wei, pris, lucas, wei ling left..(did i miss any1?..)

the rest of us when to e beach after that to play frisbee, talked, took pics, and sam, jaz and i played with e water too..e sky went dark by e time we decided to eat..so we went to mac..at mac..we can even play tai di after meal..haha..as all dint wan go hm early..we played till lik 9++ b4 we left mac..ard a few moments outside of mac..e gurls wanted to go toilet..so we talked of whr e nearest toilet and whether parkway close le..haha..finally decided to go to parkway mas's toilet..lol

while walkin thr, some1 wanted to shortcut thru the open area..and thts when we started talkin abt ahem..and janice started off an alarm and we all got frightened especially novell..who held on to sam..hehe..after tht..took a bus for home..still can play cards in the bus lo..haha..yeah

This was one of the fun outings i had..hope e chalet thingy in june come true..=)

2007-03-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

yoz..u noe wad guys?..i must first began with something veri strange..i have been mistakinly seein u ppl when i look at some1 ard me..i think so far i saw ppl lik..jazreel,elaine..haha..and e rest..samuel,janice,novell,QJm,LJm..etc..i still haven for got u guys..u all are still hangin ard in mi head..recently when mi dad drove pass AI sec, e first person i tot of is sam le..haha..u guys are nt easily forgotten..hehe..
well..firstly..ya.. sry to jaz 4 nt goin to see ur match 2dae..=(..wanted to thou..hmmm..other thin is..ermm..ya..the GC is lik so ex la..190 bucks lo..i oso scared to bring to sch everyday la..so i decided to bring onli when there is maths..other days i think e norm cal could still be enough..haha..and lik thts nt e onli think tht is ex..we still need to get notes..which currently range frm..0.30~8.00 bucks..and plus still need but uniform..then e scons oso need us to buy a book which cost 48 bucks..and +++ other things..so i think ht if u add these costs all up..it wld b more then wad u spent when u get e new sets of books when u reach sec 3 la..sigh..and this is onli e beginnin..i wonder wad is thr to spent on somemore..haha

2007-03-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

For 2 dae..i juz hav 1 important thing to sae to u guys..although i'm physically in sch..i am still mentally and emotionally in NY..thinkin and missin u guys..

2dae's orientation was all talks about the school..cca..etc..BORING!!..hw i wish i can be there with u guys doin mass dance..but to b true..the sch song is nice..and it sounds so modern..haha..other then tht..nth le..so i'll try and will try cause i must try to get back into ny..haha..(hmm..wonder if i shld add ''despite wadever e reasons''..)..kkz la..thts all for 2dae..cant think much of 2dae to write more..sigh

2007-03-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

2007-03-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

yoz..whee..bak hm le..but cant sae relax thou..haha..nw then bak to whr i stop..the last entry i ended at the library..ok..after the rest arrive frm bio lessons..we went to bishan and stood outside to decide wad to eat when we finally decided on subway..ok..i'm fine with subway cause it wld b mi first time buyin thr..and mi worse time too..well..i wanted to order the turkey set which is at ard $5 and after i choose and choose..i ended wastin $7.55..its lik wtf man..thr goes my week allowance..ok..nvm..since this first time..i let it pass..was wad i sae to myself..then we walk ard J8..o ya..saw jazreel in subway too..haha..ya..J8..we go to mini toons whr sheryl wan to get yellow shoe laces for dunno wad..hehe..wei ling is lik din see J8 b4..nono..more lik juz noe J8 existence 4 e first time..haha..=)..then we go action city and wei ling bought e green turtle hp strap thingy..we were thr for sometime till they wan to go toilet..i went to seiyu to look for mi ex-workin buddies..haha..kelvin atrium 2dae..hehe..and then i was off..bak to sch for rugby..actually i dint wanna go de..but i had no choice but to go cause its for safety purpose tht i might need to use rugby for somethin and thus needa cre8 a gd attendance..haha..=P..

nw in trainin..we did our normal thing..4 rnds of warm-up runs..passes..then coach came and he gave us the circuit trainin schedule..which when i first saw..i was lik..wa..easy..but i was TOTALLY wrong..its tough..u shld see the things we needa do..wa kao man..and u noe wad..we are suppose to do somemore activity after the circuit trainin de..but it was cancelled after coach saw us all dyin on the tracks..i was relieved..Phew..haha..so we discussed abt the CCA bazar..then home sweet home..and here i am..hehe..=)

nw for external stuffs..hav u believed in FATE and DESTINY these 2 words and whether u can change them?..i hav..haha..and i dunno wad but it totally suck for me..u noe all e choices we hav to mak since after PSLE for schs and etc..well..come to think of it..all din go as easy and as i wanted..in pri sch..i wasnt posted to any of my choices but to a one i die die dun wan de so i hav to appeal for another sec sch..then DSA for jc failed..i was nt given my first choice..O results wasnt wad i hope for..and nw tml..postin result for JAE..i really really REALLY hope then i can stay in NY..SERIOUSLY..and i believe tht it can happen..and oso to see wad really is my fate and destiny..and whether i can really change them..it all comes down to tml..haiz..and ya..1 more thing..1 of the friend i hav really changes my feelin on hw i felt towards her..and nw i sort of wanna noe hw ppl think of mi?..ya..2dae sheryl and wei ling gave up personal message and they both wrote abt PE lor..am i tht sort of PE person??..haha..hmm..i'm scared to noe cause wad i noe may cause damage..but i'm oso curious..so..ya..kkz la..i got nth for 2dae le..gd luk to myself and to all of u out thr..=)

2007-03-05T12:27:00.000+08:00

well..yoz..guys..ok..2dae..hmm..i dun really feel much better then yest thou..and is nt tht i'm sick or something..aiya..u noe la..haha..
ok..lets start frm this morn wad happen after the normal usual morn routine..=)..i was in the bus to sch when i was thinkin abt tht life is nth but sacrifised..u hav to lose something in order to gain something..thts wad i tot and wad i feel tht its true..ya..and i oso think of somethin else thou..but nw i forgot le..if i rmb i'll sure write it down..then came to sch to chinese lesson whr we complete the wrksht while i'm not in e mood to talk to ppl..when jia min ask mi if i'm ok..(o ya..rmb le..i was thinkin tht i shld start writin 'journals' of wad happen so tht i dun feel so bad abt thing..haha..)..kkz..bak to the main story..then well..i tot tht i shldn cause ppl to worry abt me so i seem normal while inside i'm not really who i'm suppose to be..then to GP lessons whr we do crosswords abt the goverment thingy..then we had free time to talk..hmm..the topic i heard is abt hp..and i get to noe tht they all change hp le..and here i am..wantin to change to but due to tht i hav to save money for unneccessary stuffs..nt tht i dun wan..but i was in an environment tht money needs to be saved..ya..and after tht..here i am..in the library writin this while the rest of the class is in bio lect and tuto..ying xuan is also here..and i noe tht sam went to watch movie..wt and shi yi oso went out le..haha..i wonder wad tht chicken face wld b thinkin when he found out tht so little ppl came 2dae..includin tht ppl lik lucus and pris oso nt here..haha..(continue when my life goes on frm here..=))

2007-03-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

yoz..ppl..long time no see..haha..u noe wad..i realise somethin abt my current self..and is tht i'm feelin kinda alone..u noe..last time, i used to have some1 to talk to and concern abt..but nw i dun hav tht and my phone is being quiet for quite sometime..and everyday i can sae tht i'm waitin for my phone to make a sound..but it didnt..and i missed te old days v much..u may ask y i dun sms pppl instead of waitin..well..it is because i dunno who and wad to sae..cause last time when i used to sms the some1 i use to sms .. it was lik i noe wad to sms..but nw..i dun hav tht 'ability'..not tht e some1 is no longer ard or anything..but somethin happen and tht we sort of stop communicatin lik we used to..and for e other friends i hav nw..is nt lik i cannot sms..but is i dunno wad to sae and who to sae it in e first place..and is not tht i dun trust or anything..is tht i dunno u all sort of well enough to start smsin crap to juz chat..haha..well..u noe wad i mean..so..hiaz

well..thts enough abt tht..tml is mon and then followed by e postin result..then the 2nd orientation..
hmm..lets see..tml got bio and i dun noe if i wanna go anot but i wldnt wan to think abt it rite nw..haha..tml then think abt it..postin result i oso sort of scared cause..aiya..dun wan sae cause if sae later come true then jia lat..haha..the O2 ar..i dun wan go leh..1 reason is tht i'm not selected for ogl and the fact tht i dun lik camps and orientations..haha..haiz..see la..after writin all these i feel tht i'm a total mess rite nw of nt noein wad to do..Sigh..

2007-02-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

well..here i am..as promise from yest..but i needa apologise tht i cant write alot 2day..firstly i'm dead tired..and secondly i'm dead tired..haha..well..due to tht..i cant think of anything to write..other then 2dae the movie-watchin gp period is fun and funny..then rugby was tough as usual..and the person i come to hate is .. bio de..haha.. well..i assume la..cause i cant find any unhate points abt ahem..hehe..ya..so this is all i hav to sae for nw..cause as i was writin this abt bio and all..i juz remembered abt the cell drawin which i hav to redo..HAIZ..SIANZ AR..

2007-02-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

yoz ppl..sry for e long dead blog..haha..juz realise tht its has been a month++ since mi last entry..haha..so decided to add a few words 2dae..hehe..cant talk much thou..thrs chem test tml and i hav to study..see..i so guai..haha..but i will indeed write somethin tml..i promise..=)..tml's topic?..abt some1 i come to dislike..=)..so for nw..sayonara..=)

2007-01-23T14:48:00.000+08:00

OK!!..haha..in sch nw..=)..and i'm suppose to be doin me ct project which is lik due nxt wk?..but here i am writin this blog entry..LOL..is lik really sianz la..and its lik 3pm nw..good time for slpin?..haha..well i and priscilla manage to stay awake in econs class by ansin qns while e whole class i lik ''dead''..haha..and somemore 5 ppl are nt here 2dae lo..some i think is really sick..but the others i think is act sick or mainly juz dun feel lik comin to sch..1 Eg. tht i noe of is Sophia*..hehe..(**dun get mad readin this ar)..=)..her reason was she was tired..

2007-01-22T17:53:00.000+08:00

yoz..long time din update le..hehe..=)

Well..2dae while in e bus to sch this morn..i get to realise hw the sun makes the surroundin places/things beautiful..REALLY!!!..it provide the different tone of colors and the shadings..yupp..think.. without light..everything will be dull..haha=)

ok..to tell e truth..nw going to sch isit like last time..i dun mean in terms of study wise..its like..go there to go to class..study..then go home..there is juz no really fun things tht i really miss nw..eg. chattin, playin..etc..nw is juz really plain bored.. and to mak matters worse..i dun hav any1 to sms to..to talk..at least i can feel comfortable again..e person i talked to most is her le..but 4 e past 2 days..she hasn't been replyin and i dun noe if i shld msg her 2dae..this isnt the first time it happens..and so everytimes this happens..i'll think bak if i had done anything wrong to make her nt reply or if something's happenin tht it stops her frm replyin?..so nw i really duno le..i'm lost again..and i juz dun feel lik doin anything nw ... ...

2006-12-31T15:43:00.000+08:00

ok..its time 4 another entry..hehe..2dae is mi last day of work and its my rest day yeah..so i can grieve over the last day of the year and think over wad i did..haha..haiz..this few days i hav nt been myself..but realised tht i have been feelin worried and scared 4 somethin..ever since after e christmas bbq..i cant say y..cause i'm nt sure of it myself although i think i noe a bit of it..sigh

well..another thin i got to sae was tht my workin days in seiyu had been fun..i learn a lot there and made new friends..e staffs there are kind, fun and are sort of lik family to us(part timers of course)..we share the hardship of dealin wif the christmas crowd and the care when 1 of us fall sick..even findin fun out of the boredness atmosphere ard durin the weekdays..haha..well i noe onli a few of the total staffs there..(irene, jeffrey, susie,sk, jade, jonnana, wiyah,faizah,phllis,lis,ellina,kelvin)..haha..dun mine the spellin..i noe some of them spell wrongly le..lol..and of course wan qin, jia xin and (sigh) lastly jeanette..

irene said we are one of the best batch of part-timers..and i can see y..rofl..although i dun noe hw to write it out..they have given ur care, guidance and experience in the workin world and hw stores are managed..so i'm glad i joined them..=)

ok..i got nth to write le..so think i shall go prepare to go bishan again to tak bak my water bottle which i unknowinly left behind..haha..and ya..HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!..in advance..=)

2006-12-18T00:17:00.000+08:00

i noe tht its been a long time since i wrote anything here..e reason is because i tot wad i wanted to write here 4 e past weeks tht i did not write can be kept within me as i assume tht i can keep all e emotions in with out harmin myself...but i was seriously wrong..and i realised this 2dae..(i mean yest[17/12])..i need someplace where i can let everythin go and be relieved..and e onli place tht i can think of is here..

I tot tht life is made in a way tht when u gain somethin, u lose something in return..and i tot of this when i tot i gain someones trust and gd friendship and lose connection with e one i think of and worried for everyday..but i was seriously wrong..wad i made about life is all wrong..

Today[17/12] i juz seriously woke up.. and realised tht wad i tot i had gain..i dint have it at all in the first place..and wad i tot i lost hasnt has e solution to bring it bak..and when i tot i have happiness, i have e opposite instead..and thus..i am left with e one and onli thing tht i could hav..''LONELINESS!!!''..

i dun hav anyone to really talk to nw..hazel is in china and will onli b bak on the 25th..shangyu is oso gone..and as i said i lost connection with tht special someone 4 abt a week nw..so seriously loneliness as taken their place..and to tell u..e feelin really SUKS.. seriously!!..i REALLY hope things will turn out the way directly opposite of this..at most wad i really wan to to regain connection with tht person..thts e veri least tht i wish to have again..right nw i am feelin really down and i hav none left to write and say out..although i feel tht i still hav lots to throw out..my brain juz wont process them to words u can understand..so i hav to keep those within and i think tht this is e punishment tht i was meant to take 4 e mistakes which i did not noe tht i hav done..

if tht is so..i will willingly except them hopin tht at the end of it all..i will and hopefully regain the happiness tht i longed to hav..................

2006-12-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

woot..oO..yeah..i'm bak here..after 1 week of workin(except last wed and 2dae la)..haha.. We are suppose to go ice skatin 2dae de..but due to dunno wad thing..they change it to goin ESCAPE..wa..been there and done wads in there b4 le..but since the entrance fee is $6 due to because escape turns 6 this year..i think..so i guess its ok ba..if nt its $16++..
but tell u ar...i still prefer fallin on ice rather then to escape..haha..maybe nxt time ba...=)
we went there lik ard 11++ and play(go on rides) till 4++ when it rains so tht they stop sll rides..the gurls behave as though they are 6 yrs old..haha..after tht we took the last few rides and went off..rach they all still wanted to go bowlin..and they decided to go to grassroot to play..so we took the MRT down..and since its ard 8++ when we reach yio chu kang..i decided to go hm..and they proceed to the bownlin alley..juz to find out tht it was no longer there..hahaz..=)

Hmm..tml havin afternn/night shift with wan qin..wonder wad type of person is she..accordin to shi li, she is e quiet quiet type de..so i guess it wld be rather quiet frm 7.30 onwards tml ba..sobs..this type of situation seriously needs tht kee siao shi li to bring up the atmosphere but sadly she's off tml..haiz..so tml first time doin afternn/night shift..wonder hw will it turn out..hahaz..=)..frm wad i noe..quite a no. finds jannette(spellin dunno correct anot..hahaz) bossy and thus irritating..lolx..dunno la..i oso feel tht way too..lolx..=)..so lets see hw we cope for the next mth ba..hahaz

2006-11-25T02:28:00.000+08:00

yoz..yeah..juz came bak frm the prom..haha..and its 0230 le..haha..wonder y so late?..well i'll tell u wad happen frm the start of the prom..

Settlin down at our tables..i looked around to see hw e others look..hmm..i can sae tht most of them are well and beautifully dressed(the gurls la)..examples are lik josslynn, brenda, chervonne, shangyu, alycia and more..some shockin ones are cristabel, melissa, rachel..=)..(no offence ar)..so overall..the gurls are more prettier then wad we usually see durin sch hours..haha..
ok..then e food arrived..the first few dishes are ok..but when more came..we began to feel full as we drank more then we eat..haha..and francis eat more then 1 plate of prawns i guess..thts a lot..haha..hmm..hazel hav to leave early durin the prom..heard tht she hav to prepare to go china i think..its too bad tht she cant stay till the end and hav to go overseas durin the day when we are gathered 4 e last time..but its ok..we can always create another outin..=)
As usual..the gurls enjoyed takin photos and we(guys) hav to be cameramen..haha..can la..since we dun take photos tht much..O ya..our class 2dae can be considered lucky..think our class won the most lucky draws..hmm..i lost count of hw many are they..onli remembered tht joss. larry, mel, rach won somethin..sadly i din win any..haha..
And out of all days..2dae i am at my most clumsiest..i drop the chopstick 3 times, change chair twice..(once is because zd knocked the drink over and spill it over me..sobs..but luckily its onli the side)..
when the prom ended lik ard 2230hrs..after all the games and prom king and queen contest..we ended up discussin abt wad to do nxt..chervonne and gang decided to go KBOX in e end..and rach, zd, wk, mh, ys and me did nt intend to go and join them..thts y we did nt join them when they took taxi to amk KBOX..but then in the bus, they called sayin tht they already reserved for 10 ppl..and they hav already got 7 so 3 of us hav to go..we reached amk at 2330hrs..and wk and ys hav to leave us as they hav to catch the last transport home..so tht left the 4 of us..since 3 hav to go..1 am the onli 1 left thinkin whether i shld join them or nt..so after thinkin tht i wld feel bad if i din join them..i went..and its nt a waste..singin was quite fun..but sadly i hav to leave at 0200hrs cause rach is goin bak at tht time and if i dun hitch a ride..then i wld end up walkin hm..so ya..so i shld thx rach's dad for sendin me bak..=)..
sadly some of them hav to go off even earlier..(0030hrs-lynn, bren, sy, alycia)..so onli 7 ppl left in there singin..hmm..we can do this again ba..i think..haha..

kkz la..dunno wad to sae le..prom pics shld be posted on the nxt entry..so ya..this is the end of this entry..2dae was a memorable day..=)

2006-11-24T10:59:00.000+08:00

wow..i cant believe its been 1 month since i wrote my last entry..haha..well..the first week of holidays so far has been boring..but since this week came, it change..this week everyone has been busy preparing for the prom on fri( which is 2dae)..and we(some of us..brenda, wt, yt,wendy, zien, rach, geraldine, larry, mh, wk, zd) all went shoppin to bugis first then orchard on wed..wow..i tell u..we walked the whole day and the gurls still got stamina for yt's surprise party tht nite..i wonder hw they got so much stamina..well i guess thts the power of friends ba..=)

I wonder hw beautiful,smart and elegant will the rest of the class be..cant wait to see 2dae..haiz..after 2dae i wonder wad the class wld do and whether i can join them..cause wk and i wld be workin as part-timers soon(comin mon)..well..at least we get paid..=)..hmm..if u ask where we wld be workin..shld be bishan seiyu ba..=)..come visit hor..haha..kkz la..dunno wad to write for nw le..later after prom then i write again i hope..=)

2006-10-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

wow..since hw hw hav i nt been here..haha..well..i wanted to write something frm day after day..but always lazy to..so nw i decide to write e final entry and no more 4 me till he end of everythin..haha..

well a lot has happen this past few days..especially deepavali..=)..well..dun wanna tell wad isit..haiz..feelin really bad..haiz..wads done is done then as i used to sae and everythin will work out fine somehw..nw is nt the time to think of all this stuff le..2 more wks till the actual big day..so no more relaxation and fun le..well..wad else to write..i sort of 4gotten wad i wanted to write all those times b4 2dae..i seriously cant recall..nvm..as long its somewhere in the brain of mind then its fine by me..i can try to bring tht happy moments or even sad or troubled times and think wad went wrong when i hav the time or after 2wks..ya..this whole big event will end in 4wks..and i hope tht day will come but not after workin hard for it..yupp..

kkz..la..time to go off le..see ya..brb REAL soon..=)..Gd luk to me and to all those out there.

2006-10-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

it's been long since i write an entry le..haha..so nw i shall nw write one 2dae..=)
ok..2dae seems like any other normal school days but the onli different s that 2dae is the last day of lessons..tml is our graduation ceremony..YEAH..so as usual..knowin that its the 'last day' of school, every1 gets 'excited' and they( some of the girls) start givin out small A6 type cards while some gave books( small books) to write something abt them and contacts..so i spent practically the whole day doin 2 of those in class and in the end still brought back 2 to write..of course with somemore waitin 4 me to write tml..haha..

After school..i dun hav the slightest clue y i feel that i need to go central as in my brain its clearly states that i dun hav anything to buy or do..while on the other hand..my heart saes the opposite..sayin that i need to go to central..so my body is stuck in the middle of nt knowin which to follow..so thinkin that maybe i need some relax time walkin ard as the 'o's are near..i decided to go to central..haha..so at central i decided to go to popular..to get some air-con ( weather quite hot)..unfortunately..i met chervonne, alycia, shangyu, juliana, yuanting, zien ( sry to those there but nt mentioned..if any..haha)..i said ''unfortunately'' because shangyu and juliana are buyin papers for more ppl to write( mentioned above)..and as i haven written for SY, i have another piece to write..haiz..and then sis called and said she 4got to bring her keys so there goes relaxin time..haiz..so in the end i still hav to go home..sianz..haha

kkz..think thats all for 2daes entry..this may be the last or maybe there shld be 1-2 more..dependin on the time,day and mood..haha..

2006-09-27T20:04:00.000+08:00

Whee..Yeah..well i guess horoscopes can sometimes be quite true..well it is said that my days would be better from wed onwards..which is 2dae..and YES its sort of true..=)..my day is better today.. well..
1. i manage to retrieve 1 more marks and that make mi add maths to go up to A2( which was nt my aim but its ok la)
2.well..i cant really sae tis la..but its somrthing good for mi..=)

well i hope days will cont to improve as it goes on..haha..

hmmm..let mi recap wad we do 2dae..hmmm...ya..mrs teo dint appear in class today and i called her which she then sae that she is not feelin well...so not onli did we not get bak our chem results, which she is suppose to giv 2dae, we had to live life for the two periods in bordem..haha..and after that was bio and it is bak to 1 hour of boredness because its mother tongue..haiz..afteer that was recss and bak to maths period..
well i must sae this period is rather interesting..ppl are all 'desperately' lookin 4 marks to improve their score...hmm..after this is el period where we get bak our pathetic el results..

its lucky that mrs remesh release us early as she got remedials..so that we can hav a break b4 ss wrokshop conducted by mrs chew..in the workshop..we had to sit on the floor for abt 2hrs..u might sae 2hrs is no big deal..but it is...ur back will all hurt and ur legs will cramp..haha..i noe mine does..anyway..we discussed and looked at script ans by some ''lucky'' students amd learnt hw it is being marked..we had a little fun there..haha..

well all this practically end my day in sch..haha..At home, i did nth till ard 6++ when after tht i had a nice chat with josslynn on msn..haha..well its one of the rare chances to see her online..=)..ya..we talk quite abit..and well she went to study after tht..while i watch Tarzan 2 on disney channel..=)..after tht wel i'm here writing all this..haha..

ya..kkz then off to play a little 'pangya' with zd and wk b4 studyin..=)

2006-09-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

ARGG!!..zzz..i really dunno wad to expect for the preliums L1R5..well firstly it is because of the GOD DAMN ADD MATHS PAPER...well onli god noes wad went wrong with me on that day for me to score that badly..ok la..maybe B3 for u is not bad..but for me it is..haiz..
Another is the bio, which worries me..well i am suppose to do better too..and i really need to get 31/40 for paper 3 to get A2..that is my hope and dream now..along with that for my english to get al least a B3...combined humanities a A2/B3...chemistry A2..if all this comes true..i'll will be contented..as i'll be havin (3+[2 or 3]+1+1+2+2) = 11 or 12..which is already good enough for nw..
but nw i'm really feel like punchin something to punish myself...but come to think of it...even if i do tht..nth will change..and the ONLI AND MUST thing to do nw is to start INENSIVE revision..of course gving myself time to lean back and relax for awhile..but revision is a MUST..haha..well for nw i still fell like hittin something..haiz..='(

2006-09-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

TAURUS:
Taurus Personality
Taureans like to be rooted -- whether it is your environment, work, home or your opinions. Thus you are a picture of stability to some and to others you can be stubborn, with a mind closed to new ideas and a certain unwillingness to change. But it works both ways, you are determined and do not easily buckle under pressure and adversity. You are patient, loyal and caring. Like the bull that represents your zodiac sign, you will be slow to anger but once annoyed, you will rage and turn ferocious. There is no stopping you then. Like fire, you can be a good friend and a bad enemy; you can also be quite shy and reserved. But like the proverbial bull in the china shop, a little clumsy in both life and language being remarkably outspoken and expressive with speech and exaggerated hand and arm movements when enraged. You are not the kind to undertake risky ventures and certainly are not too apt to be rash. This is partly because you are lazy and partly bec ause of your need to hold on to what you already possess. You like to live comfortably and are a good provider. Ruled by Venus, you seek the pleasure of the senses and to you, being a true admirer of beauty, material comforts are far more important than for other zodiac signs. You are stubborn, carrying this trait to all spheres in your life, thereby, in a way, closing your options for a better life. Your stubbornness, combined with laziness can create problems you will find difficult to deal with. Often you will make little or no effort to change the situation around you. Nothing seems to drive you but the temptation to acquire some material benefit to keep you and yours happy.

Taurus Lover
Taureans are family-oriented people and enjoy spending time with loved ones. You are drawn towards children and the children in turn, look up to you. Large-hearted to the point of being self-sacrificing, always putting your family's needs above your own, and getting along with everyone, unless they try to dominate you is the Taurean way. Strong believers in fidelity and stable relationships, you can be romantic, attentive, tender, and affectionate. Rarely feeling the temptation to stray, you can be quite possessive and can indeed get jealous if your partner's attention wavers. The romance with your partner is something that will be of constant interest and is unlikely to die even when you settle down to the routines of married life. Taurus will find an ideal match in fellow Taureans, Virgos and Capricorns. Marriage with an air sign like Aquarius could also prove successful. You will take a fair amount of interest in what you fill your house with an d will definitely do your best to provide all material comforts.

Taurus Professional
Taurus is the money-sign of the zodiac and make excellent businesspersons. Not only will you be successful in making money; you will be able to preserve it well. You should be able to develop your business profitably and very rarely allow any rash decisions to harm your interests. You will make good financiers and bankers. If you choose the arts, as some Taureans do, it is more likely to be music, where you will excel; also doing well in work connected with land or environment.

Taurus Traveller
You are an earthy sign. The lush and rolling hills are ideal for holidaying...but only in an out of this world resort where good living is high. Good comfortable living is your number one priority. Everything is pre-planned from ticket booking to hotel reservations. Basically you are homebodies so travelling to unknown places is not something you are always ready to do. A holiday in a familiar place or not too far away from home ground is what you need.

Taurus Teens
This girl is extremely fashion conscious and loves to dress up. She is ruled by Venus, the planet of Love and Beauty. She has a penchant for necklaces, as Taurus, her sign, rules the neck and throat. She can often be seen at shops, spending her stash of cash. She can be a bit self-indulgent at times, so gently remind her that she may not need all the things she spends her money on. She has a weakness for all things sweet, which often causes digestive problems. She is extremely patient and determined as she systematically goes about realising her goals. Her ambition ensures that she is both hardworking and helpful towards others. She is not likely to be actively involved in sports, though she wouldn't mind light sports like golf. The Taurus girl is a bit obstinate at times and holds fixed opinions, but on the other hand, when she sets goals for herself, she follows them up thoroughly and unwaveringly. She is rarely hindered by obstacles that others find daunting. Look out for her, she will go places.

The Taurus lad is big, powerfully built and obstinate. While he may be extremely stubborn and want to have his way, it would do well to remember that 'his' way is probability the best 'way' of all! He can be very opinionated, but he can also be extremely patient, tolerant and dependable. He pursues his goals with perseverance and determination, and it shows up in his schoolwork. He does well at school, paving the way to a good career. He can often be self-indulgent, spending money on the good life. He works hard so that he can pay for his own indulgences. The Taurus lad knows the value of networking and always mixes with the right crowd. He is a plodder, and rarely gives in to frustrations. He enjoys outdoor activities like hiking and gardening; anything that gets him close to the earth. The Taurus boy is a neat, orderly person. All in all, he is the perfect son to have.

Taurus Well Being
This zodiac signs rules the neck, throat, tongue, ears and the thyroid gland and care should be taken to avoid any trouble in these areas. You have a tendency to put on weight. Vegetarians should consume good quality protein from lentils, pulses and fish It is very important to take good care of your health, as people belonging to your sign are predisposed towards heart-related complications later in life. You can avoid this by maintaining a simple exercise regimen. Aerobics, brisk walking, cycling, swimming, etc. at least three times per week would be ideal. Yoga is good too, but is not a substitute for aerobic activity. As most Taureans do not bring home their work pressures, you are not likely to suffer from stress-related problems. You are also very slow to anger. However, when you do, it takes a long time for your anger to cool down. This poses an additional danger for your heart and blood pressure. Whenever you feel a bout of anger rising within you, take a deep breath, count to ten or walk away Although you tend to look rather stocky and are prone to put on weight, you can be surprisingly graceful in your movements. You have a good complexion and noticeable eyes. Taureans are prone to throat infections that if neglected, they may lead to laryngitis. Thyroid and constipation are also common complaints.. You maintain a high protein/high fat diet. You must also consume good quality protein from lentils, pulses and fish (if you are a non-vegetarian). Stay away from fatty meats and cheese. It is very important to take good care of your health, as people belonging to your sign are predisposed towards heart-related complications later in life. You can avoid this by maintaining a simple exercise regimen. Aerobics, brisk walking, cycling, swimming, etc. at least three times per week would be ideal. Yoga is good too, but is not a substitute for aerobic activity. As most Taureans do not bring home their work pressures, you are not likely to suffer from stress-related problems. You are also very slow to anger. However, when you do, it takes a long time for your anger to cool down. This poses an additional danger for your heart and blood pressure. Whenever you feel a bout of anger rising within you, take a deep breath, count to ten or just walk away.

Taurus Luck
Rose pink, brown, grassy green and all shades of blue are good colours for Taureans. Friday is your lucky day, whereas number six and others that add up to it bring you luck. In gems, you should go for diamond, white zircon and moonstone. Venus is your ruler and your element is earth.

Hmm..would all this be true???

2006-09-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

Whee..today is the paper 2 for A maths..it wasn't that difficult but there isn't much time to complete the paper...practically i had to 'rush' through the paper to complete it in time..haha..anyway that is in the past le and what's done cannot be undone..haha..i'm sure everything will work out somehow..=)..Anyway thats the end of the written papers..tomorrow is practical and out of all it had to starts with physics..haha...

Nothing much happened today to talk abt...lets see..After add maths test today..zd, wk and i went to central to look for breakfast to eat as its only 10 plus then...then wk suggest that we drop by popular any buy a long transparent ruler along the way..haha..well u may wonder whats the long ruler for?..its actually to get the 1 mark that mr lau say we may get by having a long ruler..haha

On the way to central, we pass by bryan who happen to go to popular to to get himself a ruler too..but he said that popular is still close..lookin at the time, its only pass 10.30 and popular won't open till 11..o.O..by the time we reach central, it is of course not yet 11am, so we decided to eat..nt knowin wad to eat..we all walked to mac..

At mac, we met tess, bocheng, christabel and gang..then wk and zd tried to be funny..haha..as we reach there when it is still breakfast, but they dun wan to eat breakfast so we waited till its 11 when lunch began..soon 11am came..and they still dun wan to order their food and wk kept sayin that lunch is not ready as he can ''feel'' that they haven prepare for lunch yet..haha (btw we sat at a place where we cant see the counters)..so we waited for 15-30 mins before they decided to buy branch..haha..
haiz.. well hope i can score in physics practical tml..=)..

2006-09-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

woots.
first post.