Sunday, March 25, 2007
Sometimes i juz feel tht i wan to restart my life..change Hp no, change mi style of things, change the way of being me..etc.. cause this current life's experiences are juz too sad and hard to life with everyday. I dun feel lik myself most of the time..and almost everything dun seem to go as wad i expected..Sigh..mayb restartin my life is a gd idea anyway..everything/everyone i cared for/who is nearest to mi seems to be gettin further away..leaving mi with nothing..thts wad i feel nwadays..i dunno hw to live mi life the way i used to anymore..or could i even rmb hw i used to live?..haiz..life's tough..i dunno if u call this depression or wadever but wad i feel cant be change unless something miricle happen..i hope..
well..for lastest update..i got myself and MP3..YEAH!!..a 'Creative ZEN neeon 2'..hehe..finally..well..this shld make mi feel happy again for awhile i guess..i wonder hw life is goin to turn out for mi in e near future..i wan to noe but yet afraid to..sigh
written @ 10:12 PM