yeah..bak here finally..haha..haiz..this few days i have been feelin a bit of doubt here and there..sigh..1 was that of about 04 de..i really wan to stay in touch with them as much as possible..but i oso noe tht as time pass by..thr wld be lesser topics to keep in touch with..other then those common few lik..''hws sch?''..etc..so i hav a doubt abot this on whether it is a burden for mi to remind of myself to them when they are already gellin up in the own classes and beginin to forget?..haiz..but i oso dun wan to feel left behind cause these are great friends..and i hope tht i can be who i planned to b in e future..but this cant happen without them..hehe..(if u all are readin this..pls be known tht i'm nt forcin u guys..hehe)..u guys will always be mi clz 0704..=)..i hav 1 more prob..but i dun think i wanna write it here..cause i dun wanna cause trouble..=)

kkz..enough of tht..this is the end of e first week of term 2..and i hav nearly spent/will be spendin 300-400 bucks already on all the books, notes, files etc..we hav a lv leadership camp nxt week..and b4 tht i still need to finish homework by e chinese cher,econs cher,maths cher and physics cher..i think thts all..hehe..i'm in sagittarius house and will b goin to e second camp frm wed to fri at changi thr..haiz..ok..mi timetable do not allow mi to go home early except fri..and i mean really quite late which is 5++..sigh..and after the camp i hav to choose which cca to join and thts another problem..durin 2daes cca fair..i placed mi name down for 4 ccas..touch rugby(haha..cause i feel tht i lik it and oso due to agnes pursuation) , SC, singapore's youth flyin club and canoein/dragon boat..ya..but i still dunno wad to choose cause we are onli given to choice in e option form..sigh..i noe sophia most likely wld b in volleyball..josh in badminton?..haha..dunno..sigh..ya talkin abt tht i'm in sagittarius hse..most of the ppl i noe de is all in the first camp lo..in aquila house..sigh..so i'm practically all alone in camp..and thts wad i'm afraid of..i'm the type tht needs ppl ard me but is onli at times lik this tht i prefer to be alone..cause i need to think on wad i shld do..and be sad as i dun always show tht i hav problems to ppl ard mi..well thts shld also b e reason y i study and study nw..as i need to cope myself up with something so tht i dun reallu thing of the situation tht i'm in at hand..=)..imagin bein in a place with friends and tht u can be urself as freely as u wan..and then change to a place where u cant..wad does it feels lik..hehe..

hmm..tht time i and shin wei talk abt food and stuff when i juz say tht we shld hav an clz eatin competion..and it went into survey and most probably its pending..and i hope it worked out cause i cant wait..lastest news is tht we are gg to fish &co. and tht it is pushed into soomewhr in april..which i really looked forward into..=)..juz cant wait..haha..and this time i really hope tht e whole clz could turn up..hehe..

hmm..i juz wrote out everthin but i'm still on at ease..i have no more to write le..kkz la..till nxt time..tata..=)

written @ 10:07 PM