sigh..i juz feel lik an outcast somehw..tryin my best to mix ard with ppl and yet i'm still nt part of the 'gang'..u know wad i mean..lik tis morn..met josh while gonna board the mrt and we talked..of cos..then reached woodlands and his friends were waiting there..they met and talked..and me?..i'm left out..do not know them..so cant talk..and josh juz forgot abt e poor me..so i hav to walk alone at the back of the grp..

thts not all..in class too..wei xiang nt ard 2dae..wy got floorball competition and had to leave early..tht left mi and ivan..supposingly..well..hmm..i dun think i'll write anymore of this section of the story..juz in case..haha..well..i juz feel that i'm not suitable to be thr..tht i'm hated or smth but was allowed in the grp..without ppl actually takin note tht i'm thr..really..i can smtimes juz stand ard the grp but is still alone for the whole day without ppl knowing..ok..mayb a little bit..haha..shld i sae that can be negligible?..nah..i dun think i'm gonna write tht..haha

sigh..tml end at 7.30..its lik WAH..12 hrs in sch!!..and even more than tht..hmm..i'm actually thinkin of changin mi link to this blog so tht some grp of ppl do nt view this is case they got e wrong idea..but i dun think i'm gonna do tht so soon..cause i cant think of any nice link names to put..so..ya..haha..well this shld b all for 2dae..and i'm nt sure when is the nxt 1..anyways it doesnt matter doesnt it..nobody come here and read this rite..so i'm juz actually typin this for myself..SEE!!..myself again..so lonely..lonely..lonely..sobs

written @ 11:08 PM