sigh..duno leh..since school reopens, i kinda havin a feeling that i am being ignored...lik someone is tryin to stay away..i dunno..it can juz b me..and i hav that feelin today too...all i ever wanted is friends whom i can trust and who trust me too...but wad i get bak is the feelin that i am not trustable..y cant you ask me to do that wadever thin when i am juz infront of u..but u juz hav to ask some1 else..i juz dun get it..u dun think i can do e job?..u dun trust me when i did say i will do it?..i dunno..but if no one tell me wad i did wrong how am i suppose to noe wad is it rite..and then how can i noe wad to do to prevent it...

thts how i'm feelin now..i treat friends e same as thou they are my bro and sis..and i noe that i need friends around to talk and share stuff...some ppl whom i can be my true self.. i am e type of person whom will feel for friends first b4 myself.. so if ppl start leavin..i really dunno wad to do...is it faith?..is it destiny?..the onli thing i desire is for those i've met and cared for as true friends to remain as true friends, for them to treat me the same too..=)

written @ 10:35 PM